Don’t be fooled by the calendar. There are only as many days in the year as you make use of

 

As the saying goes, live today as if it is your last day on earth. I believe life is worth living to the fullest each and every day. To hell with those nitty-gritty or wishy-washy stuff. Forget perfection. Forgot what you can’t have. Do what you can and enjoy what you have for now. I’ve learnt that in life

You can see how much I've changed! Life is hard but the sun still shines! No matter what happen I always love my life. Positive thinking really does change your brain. Not in some magical, woo woo kind of way, but in a real physical way.

Because I had been in the abyss of despaired for the past, feeling helpless all the time. Everything I did  worked out badly,it fared ill with me in everything. I hate relationship, I hate myself for begin lovesickness, i hate myself for begin greedy, all my actions are entirely mercenary. Can you Imagine how terrible is it? I live for money and I work for money! I didn't realize how terrible is my life and personality until someone told me how much I've changed. I always complaining about my life and my other half, complained why is my family always look down on me, dont even support me no matter what i want or what i do! Especially my dad.
Until the day I realized I am wrong, so wrong!
I asked myself, do you happy? do you happy to be like this? do you happy to feel depression all the time? do you happy to complaining how bad is your other half and so do you think you are the BEST?do you think money can buy you happiness? Money can buy you love? and buy you family &; friends? 


Certainly I am rather disappointed of myself. Silly much? ;) I knew! I've learnt from my mistake and actions!
I've learnt to be appreciate in everything, no matter its good or bad! I dont know what's going happen the next second. I just want to be happy. 

I love my life, I love everyone who surrounding me! I have nothing to complain about, my life's beautiful I got what I want. I go everywhere I want, I eat everything I want. I have a great and big family. I have a bunch of silly friends make me happy all the time. :D


Ok enough of my nonsense

Btw Prom Night  just a few days ago, everyone who seen them has been so amazed, the dresses are absolutely breathtaking! It's really a fun party with bunch of crazy teen!  I could never forget that day. :D

             Fanny and I! We knew each other for more than 16years :D i love her smile and kindness <3

K GTG Xoxo..

It's been a while

Hello Girls! 

I know how long I've neglected this blog It's not that I've run out of Idea, just when the moment I ready to click on *new post, my mind is blank all of sudden. I've lost my major on Twitter and blog sorry for the neglected! 

Nyway I just finished an accounting revision for tomorrow exam, It was a mad rush!
It's been 24th days into August! Time filed really fast! Everything keep changing and changing.
So tired, yes you heard me right. I've been fight for my pocket money for sometimes, if you are one my closer friends or stalker* :P you should really know What am i doing recently. And Yes! Here you go! > Forever Young 11 
Admittedly, it's my another new business!  Just started, like 1 month ago, everything seems Good! Yes GOOD! I am appreciated what I have now! ;) I am heartily glad for everything that my friends given to me by support and sponsor me! I am one lucky girl. Thank You God ;) 

love is just love, it can never be explained.

i love my life

The priest preached everyone to fully appreciate with our life no matter how worst it is,  to love our family unconditional especially the parents, because they sacrifice a lot for us just for us to be born here in this world, they provide us our needs emotionally, spiritually and financially.And most of all they will accept us regardless of what we have and what we don't have.They will always ready to welcome us even we've done something wrong or our paths crooked.

I savvy enough to understand that every mother has a gold heart in the word !. I love my parents. We 'll never know their importance and value until we loose them. We must love them. Even when they get angry of us, punish us when we are kids, whatever they do, it's all for our benefit.
In brief, we own a lot to our parents, they aren't perfect, but chances are, no one will ever love you the same way.
Happy Mama's day. 
I love you mommy. <3

I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.

It's always filled me with vague dread. 

Something always bothering around my mind, feeling emptiness inside my heart, but nobody know.

I am utterly detest and abhor when I lost my way, I don't know what I really want. 

I abhor myself for begin vexatious sometimes! I barely understand what we're fighting about. we grown weary of  wrangle, perhaps we need time to prove each other what we really want.

Only time could wear everything away.

A relationship is like a rose, how long it lasts no one knows. Love can erase an awful past, love can be yours, you'll see at last. To feel that love, it makes you sigh, to have it leave, you'd rather die. You hope you've found that special rose, because you love and care for the one you choose.

human are all violates inexpensive, because human always being too covetous, expect too much from others at last it's hurt deep inside when we couldn't get what we really want.
Promised is merely a psychological comfort. 
Never expect too much from people, make it easy everything will goes well. :D 

okey bye.

 he makes me smile. He’s always teasing me. He makes me laugh so hard I can barely breathe, he has my heart guarded with his life. Hes making me happy. He’s pretty much picking up all the pieces you shattered. I love him.