too far, it's too far

my mind is elsewhere..
my mind was in such a whirl!
We are all here, but we come from afar.
'*We are from different part of world.
You are standing far from my part
and we are looking for each other..*
I love you.
but I barely touch your heart.
I love you.
I have so much to talk to you.
but I don't know where', where to start!
It was difficult for me to conceive how to deal with the problem.
I don't know.
I am very ambivalent, because I am afraid.
I hate this feeling.. I gotta learn to live a life.
I shouldn't be in an aimless and silly way.
I'm so tired. How much I wish that everything is just a dream.


I dont know what i'm talking about...
bye