It's 20/9 today! time seems to pass exceptionally rapidly. 2 more day  till my birthday I'm still 18 soon going to be 19? or 19 soon going to be 20? O;  Im scared of getting wrinkly, i get depressed when i look back at my photos when i was still in high school, most ppl say i look 23 or older than that. Im scared of getting old larh!! omg,, not like old old but like my youth is running out....and now on top of that i can say that "I'm two decades old". Which just sounds old.but we can't stop it! everyone will turn 20 whether or not you want to, so what I told myself is that all I can do is make the absolute best of the youth that I do have left and not worry about my age.  Wait! im actually eased my self by saying that :O  

anyway I've no idea what should I say again! :x just when the moment i wanna to type more and my mind go blank as usual!

I wanted to get more freelance job! :(  I'm officially broke! Urghhhhh...